you're nobody until you're talked about.

finally an honours student (:

2010-05-31T11:39:00.002+08:00

so the results came out today!not as fantastic as i would have loved it.but considering i didn't study and how slack i was this whole sem,i think my grades are quite good!its a good start to a blue mondaycos after 6sems, i can proudly say i'm an HONOURS student.it sucked last time cos im taking a direct honours course yet im stuck at 3rd class.and everyone knows 3rd class is as good as getting a

attacked by the sick bug

2010-05-26T16:31:00.002+08:00

this is the longest time that i've been sick!its about 10days since i last felt healthy =(been down with cough, flu, sore throat, slight fever and the occasional hardened phlegm!damn disgusting.and my throat got so bad that on fri, my voice started to turn hoarse, then husky, then manly and finally airy.now its manly and husky again. AND ITS WEDNESDAY ALR.my voice is so low that:1. everyone is

i love my internship!

2010-05-19T16:46:00.003+08:00

it's only three days into my internship and i think i kinda love it ahahs day 1 was crap cos we had nothing to do. but at least the bosses and colleagues were super nice!plus, my fellow coursemate/intern, weijie and i have our own room with our own comps with internet while the rest of the colleagues work in the general area. hahas!day 2 - we decided to be more proactive this time. so we tagged

1st day of internship

2010-05-17T17:04:00.002+08:00

it's been a LONGGG time since the last time i updated.i didn't think i'd ever update this blog if i had some job to do.but nope!1st day of internship and the supervisor is not around.what a waste of a day and brain cells =(1 more hour left!

bye SFT9660J, hello SJP5606S!

2009-03-31T21:51:00.003+08:00

bye SFT9660J, you have served us well for the past three over years.you were the first car i drove eversince i got my license.the first car i got into many silly and near death accidents in.like the carpark accidents (one at home, another in boon lay)the stupid langa into the blue subaru at sembawang (thankfully, nothing happened. only my car plate dented hahas)and the near death accident at

stats overload.

2009-03-15T23:12:00.003+08:00

i know i said i'd update as much as i can but i've just been swarmed with endless projects! and i have a midterm test on research methods tmr.AND I'M DYING!i just spent the whole day looking at stats formulas.TQAO, parametric, non parametric testing.least square fit, variance, standard deviation, z test, t test, chi square, f-value, critical values, p-value, sig. level, wilcoxon-signed rank,

valentines09

2009-02-19T16:35:00.006+08:00

for vday this year, all i got for small face was a really cute customised panda keychain. and the panda is super puny and cutee!just to compare the size.. thats how small the panda is!and to get an upclose shot of the panda,.. and the panda's butt.. CUTE RIGHT! small face surprised me (cos he told me he wasn't going to get anything) with a rose and a drawing he did of me. he got angry when i made

the new gwees!

2009-02-11T18:13:00.008+08:00

i actually blogged this last week. but blogger had to be a total bitch and screwed up the autosave. so after wasting time blogging for an hour plus, i'm left with this - a half saved post. BAH. and if you're still interested in a barely there post, there you have it..the last time i attended a wedding was X number of years ago. and if my memory serves me well, the last wedding i attended was

hooooters!

2009-02-09T18:32:00.000+08:00

so yes i know this post is quite overdued considering we celebrated kel's bday on jan 29. but better late than never!since the rest were busy with stuff, it was only birthday girl, aroon and me. it took a 15mins msn conversation for us to finally get settled on hoooters. i think i can safely say the three of us were quite excited to step into the land of tight singlets with bursting boobies and

afternoon at labrador park.

2009-02-05T00:43:00.000+08:00

gosh, i've got so many things to update and i don't know where to start! but i've been really reaally swarmed with projects, our 1st birthday event and mandy's wedding!about our (kel and i) first biz deal! we're helping this girl from my course plan her 21st! very exciting cos its the first time we're charging for our services and working with pple outside our social circle. so exciting i wanna

the chinese new year feverrr.

2009-01-25T21:39:00.007+08:00

i always love chinese new year! for the excuse of getting new clothes and receiving ang baos!not forgetting, a break from skoool.so to feel more CNY-ish, small face and i decided to go visit chinatown to squeeze with the rest of the smelly sweaty people - so it feels more like new year. and as expected, the place was packed like sardines.. and people smelt like sardines and felt like sardines

while browsing through the pictures in my computer..

2009-01-20T13:10:00.003+08:00

i realise i have albums after albums of my friends and small face but it is so hard to even find more than 2 family albums for each year. a point to note: i arrange my albums into years then months and each individual outing in one album each. Plus, i have all these albums dating from 2005. (GEEK!)i was actually searching hard for decent family pictures or a decent pictures of my parents to send

no school tmr! (:

2009-01-19T22:37:00.003+08:00

yes! tutorial balloting results just came out, and i got all my first choices (: no school on tuesday and tuts only on alternate weeks! yaynesssanyway, my mum kept nagging for us (pet and i) to springclean our rooms for CNY. so yesterday, we each took the whole afternoon to clean our own rooms. and i feel so accomplished cos i cleaned the underneath of my bed, vacuumed my toys, cleared my

my small shirt bunny (:

2009-01-19T18:53:00.007+08:00

WARNING: SUPER LONG POST. READ ONLY IF YOU HAVE TIMEi think i'm getting old, cos i can't really seem to rmb what i did last week. so i shall just blog stuff i can rmb..thursdayyjodi came to meet small face, weiwen and i at vivo to shop. that was when jodi decided to buy formal clothes for his work.. i think we spent a good hour plus at TANGS shopping for a shirt, pants and bag.this was why we

running against the wind is a bad idea

2009-01-13T23:15:00.003+08:00

so school has officially started, i'm at semester 4 now though! fast fast (:anyways, i think i'm not fated to get any new clothes for CNY.i went shopping with nicole on friday at vivo.. NOTHING.i went shopping with kel at bugis today.. NOTHING.and i didn't even shop during the december holidays!that's it, i guess i'm stuck with all my old clothes sighhsomemore all my old clothes look about the

frying our FIRST cheezy sausage omelette!

2009-01-09T22:22:00.005+08:00

he was hungry and i needed to satisfy my cheesy ham omelette craving (cos i saw jill eating it for supper). but mama had no ham or cheese at home so i had to walk out to buy and make do with sausages instead. so anyways, proof of our work! firstly, preparing! beating the egg chopping the sausages into mini bits slave at work i let small face fry his omelette first.. picture of him putting the

guess who?

2009-01-08T18:48:00.005+08:00

kel was away in jakarta for the december holidays and she got me pinkish-purplish strawberry boxers for xmas which looks really really cutee!i tried wearing them a couple of days back but the new boxers felt a little uncomfortable so i swapped the new boxers for my old ones with sexy legs person in picture below.don't you just wish you had that perky ass and long legs!and no prizes if you get it

when you put 3 girls in a party shop and the kids section at ikea..

2009-01-06T02:04:00.010+08:00

this is what you get:AT THE PARTY SHOP1. ladybug girls! our mission is to eat as many leaves as possible to save ourselves! left to right: satisfied with eating leaves, happy with eating leaves, sad with eating leaves (cos she's a carnivore)2. aspiring superheroes! left to right: pink ranger in blue, act cute sailormoon, confused yellow rangerAT IKEA'S KIDS SECTION3. flowerpot fashionistaswe

how time flies.

2009-01-03T14:16:00.005+08:00

why does it feel that with every year that passes, time seems to fly even faster?i spent my last moments of 2008 at T3's Popeyes, and the first few minutes of 2009 running to catch the last bus back to yishun. (which explains the sad face in the picture).anyhoos, i've been neglecting this space for tooo long!therefore i, tan min min stefanie, promise to blog at least once a week (i hope) if not

all i want for my twenty first

2008-09-26T12:26:00.008+08:00

.. is for you all to be there! (:but of course if you feel thats not enough,here's what i want:1. gucci/dior/chanel wallet (kel and the gang are getting it for me!)2. ipod nano3. psp4. handbag/bag - as long as it looks nice!5. tiffany & co necklace/charm bracelethahhas but its really up to you, i don't mind no presents! i only want your presence

JUNE 3.

2008-07-31T12:13:00.001+08:00

temporary job stint at investment company, CAC at raffles city tower. the view was SUPER GOOD. i could see the singapore flyer, fort canning park, chinatown, the whole of raffles place, esplande bridge, and even the IR. the only downside to it was that even though my job was only 10 days long, i had to travel down to india embassy for some attestation of documents. GOSH. i don't even know how

JUNE 1

2008-07-26T16:06:00.001+08:00

JUNE - i think about 75% of my time was spent on sports camp precamp and meetings. the rest of it was spent on small gatherings with the girls and the boyfriend. Sports Camp 08 - Pre Camp Pre Camp was only 3 days but it was super intense la. 1st day was pool games in the morning, station games in the afternoon, mass dance and fright night in the evening then with prolly about 3 hours of

JUNE 2

2008-07-26T15:53:00.001+08:00

Pre Camp Day 2! Waking the sleeping beauties up. Beach Games! Night cycling! Our super shagged selves - ECP after night cycling for 6 hours

WU YUE

2008-07-26T15:01:00.001+08:00

prolly the most stagnant month cos i had exams. the only events i had after that were just meetings for sports camp. anyhoos, we still had our usual monthly. this time was lunch at shokudo. look at his SMALL FACE. gosh.

if you weren't there, here's what you missed out. APRIL

2008-07-26T14:51:00.001+08:00

with my goldfish memory, there's really not much i can remember. so here's a quick peek of what's been happening. (i) daddy's birthday at yhing thai and fish & co * no pictures of me cos i look too unglam ahahs (ii) our monthly dinner, april was pump room then kbox. was suppose to go try GX5 but too ex.

i couldn't get any more blur.

2008-05-30T08:01:00.002+08:00

it's eight in the morning and i'm barely awake.but i sprung out of bed 15 mins ago from a nightmare i had about my exam results.the nightmare was about me checking my results and i thought i scored 2 A distinctions only to find out that those were the scores of the top scorers. and in actual fact, all i had scored were Ns (whatever score that is, i have no idea. i think it means i scored really

i was not expecting this, but..

2008-05-06T23:23:00.005+08:00

I GOT INTO SPORTS CAMP! (:whoever said you need to be sporty just to be sports camp ogl can go kiss my deformed toe (which by the way, was bleeding this afternoon - super gross)aye, last paper tomorrow! can't wait can't wait!

exam fever.

2008-05-03T16:21:00.002+08:00

sheet. i still got 2 more papers left - econs and film art.but as usual, i'm slacking like hell cos econs is just mcq.and film art is open book! oh, the joy.yaaay! i'm so happy that 7/5 is that much closer (:although i would be even happier if my boyfriend wasn't stuck in some ulu godforesaken place in malaysia for some army exercise from the 4th till the 15th for that lousy month of m_y.and i

the BOYS i know: part deux.

2008-04-07T17:33:00.001+08:00

hello hello thank you for being so patient. and as promised, ta da! part two of the boys i know.. 11. are liars! in my previous post, i mentioned that the boys i know know how to bake. BUT, it turns out that... *drumroll them baking = their neighbour's tiramisu + tricking gladys, kel and stef that they actually baked it at 1am. liars, them all! and to think i praised them as nice boys! tsk

superman and wonderwoman.

2008-04-06T20:10:00.008+08:00

i hope you guys were tickled by jy's singing. i know kel and em sure were hahahsanyhoos, i got some feedback about my blog! (:mly ✿ says: i cannot blog like you manmly ✿ says: hahamly ✿ says: my friend says that you blog like woman magazine. very fascinating and distractingmly ✿ says: cos its cool, interesting and gossipyAND AND, here's more..*mAy 16* says: anywayy stef i saw kok's bday thingie

hear at your own risk - you've been warned.

2008-04-05T15:51:00.001+08:00

sorry for the lack of updates. i'm still in the midst of blogging the BOYS i know: part deux. so do check back once in a while (: but till then, just to keep you entertained, here's a vid of the boyfriend singing screaming to one of wang li hong's songs. he kinda stopped singing after he realised i was filming hahas.. shy laaa

the BOYS i know.

2008-03-23T17:12:00.001+08:00

1. Never grow up thats why they say you can take the man out of the boy but you'll never take the boy out of the man. thats aroon and bernard (picture right), both above 20 and still playing like five year old kids. 2. Like to think they are strong. 3. Have adorable brother(s)/nephew(s)/niece(s). from left to right: vincent's brother - daryl, kok's nephew -

rain, rain, go away. go away so i can tan!

2008-03-19T15:00:00.007+08:00

is it still considered papaya milkshake if you eat 1 whole papaya, followed by 1 cup of milk and then shake your body? aye. don't laugh k. i think it not only tastes better that way, it makes you feel damn full.recently, i've been replacing my chocolate sugar rush with fruit juices and milkshakes - kiwiorange, kiwibanana, strawberrysoursop, strawberrymango and bananamilkshake. they all taste

what would you do if your cookie crumbles?

2008-03-11T20:30:00.006+08:00

i'd bake me a new cookie (:if you were an animal, what would you be? and why?a giraffe - so i'd know what it's like to be tall.i signed up for nus sports camp as facilitator! oh my god oh my god! the boy kept laughing cos i don't even look anything like someone who plays sports, let alone be a sports camp facilitator. but hur hur.. don't look down on me k! my two smarts answers on top got me a

black and brown

2008-03-05T12:18:00.003+08:00

black and brown (two)

2008-03-05T12:18:00.001+08:00

in memory of the puppies.

2008-03-05T11:45:00.007+08:00

okay, i'm just going to do one more post! and i'll stop.somewhere during december, my dad kept talking about 5 stray puppies that were wandering in his office. apparently, mama stray dog brings them to his office area to keep them cool in the day. anyways, my dad loves them la. he kept saying how cute the puppies were.. and how he will feed them milo during lunch.so one fine day in december, my

opportunity cost of wasting term break - good grades for econs test.

2008-03-03T23:57:00.011+08:00

i basically didn't do anything productive for the whole of term break. the best i did was to watch one econs webcast, attend one project meeting, finish my report, attempt to study with emily at woodlands library and that was it! after that it was just play play play. and i played so much untill my body couldn't take it and i fell sick on sun. hahas i know la.. weak!so here's some of the fun

my surprise valentines & post valentines

2008-03-03T23:32:00.007+08:00

valentine's day this year gave me twelve ugly blueblacks!no thanks to the big box of surprises which the boy kelly gavei got fooled by the both of them! i thought kel was so nice cos she offered to meet me for lunch since i had a 3hr break. and when we met, she gave me this super huge and heavy box telling me that a tan jun yuan told her to pass this to me, i was in shock! cos 1, i never expected

the year of the bingo and totingo.

2008-03-03T23:21:00.006+08:00

reunion dinner was at changi golf club (i think). after that, it was off to uncle renie's place for some after dinner chitchat.. this was where it got fun. because..we had our first tan family bingo game, thanks to uncle renie. so the game goes like this, every interested family member puts a pool of $1 per pax and you are entitled to a piece of bingo slip. each slip contains a 4 by 5 box

january - you came back. part three!

2008-03-03T23:00:00.006+08:00

(iii) kel's treat!kel's birthday part two!when em and i were planning the surprise for kel, we came up with the plan to trick her by convincing her to just treat us to a casual birthday dinner since she wants it simple and low key. being the excellent con-women we are, kel fell for it and so she called pump room to make reservations.anyway, we thought kel would call off the reservations since we

january - you came back. part two!

2008-03-03T22:36:00.009+08:00

(ii) kel's surprise twenty firstkel was never and is still not a big fan of birthdays. before her birthday, she even blog-ed about how she didn't want people to make a big deal out of her birthday and everything should be kept low key. but with stef around, how can low key? hahhasso me and em decided to turn a blind eye to kel's blog post and we decided to throw her her surprise 21st at essential

january - you came back.

2008-03-03T21:54:00.004+08:00

(i) trip to the zoo!yes yes, very obvious height differenceGRRRR. our toysthe uncanny resemblance! hur hur

december was drama drama drama.

2008-03-03T21:09:00.007+08:00

sometimes i wonder if that day never happened.. how would things be like now?(i) our first(ii) christmas with wild empire(iii) kweesmas!(iv) new year's

last entry in oct! - emily

2008-03-03T20:26:00.007+08:00

yes yes.. i've been missing from the blogging scene but i don't think my absence makes a difference anyway. anyhoos, i've decided to start updating my otherwise dead blog. because who knows one day i might bang in to a tree and get a concussion then end up forgetting whatever i've been through for the past X no. of years hahasso since october two oh oh seven, life has been drama drama drama.and

my black and white affair.

2007-10-28T15:03:00.000+08:00

to be updated.

sometimes.

2007-10-16T13:06:00.000+08:00

sometimes..i wonder if going to uni was the right choice.i lose track of the reason why i'm in uni.for one, i can't write essays for nuts.and i hate writing essays.essay writing is a chore and nothing productive really comes out of it.i think subconciously, i feel the stress of being around smart pple all the time.and they're not just smart, they're hardworking - killer combi.and me? i'm not

go back to your country brown cow.

2007-10-02T13:39:00.001+08:00

seriously, fuck you asshole.being older doesn't give you the authority to overwrite what i say.the reason you're a year 3 stuck doing a year 1 course is because u suck.so why still bother taking authority over the project?i for one am certainly NOT impressed by your method of getting your work done.the slides look fucking unprofessional.if tonight's presentation is fucked up, its all your fault,

during class.

2007-10-02T09:36:00.000+08:00

i had stage 1 conjunctivitis so i went to sch in specs.upon entering class,class in unison: OH MY GOD, STEF!fiona: stef why are u wearing specs?!me: i got eye infection so doc say no specsheng jing: yea man, u look so gongme: thanks ah.fiona: ya! i'm so not used to it. for once.. u look so guai. so different la!me: =)And during some silly debate about global terrorism,reilly: i think global

all about hair.

2007-09-26T01:54:00.000+08:00

is it wrong to be addicted to the smell of your hair treatment?cos i'm super addicted to it la. i won't die from oversmelling my hair right?like the chemicals won't go into my brain and start killing my brain cells, i think?so em and i were at keith's today.i wanted to get my hair treated (cos of the smell) and em wanted to get temporary curls (for fun, just to see how she looks like)keith was

the freak with one big eye and one red, swollen small eye.

2007-09-26T01:41:00.000+08:00

and that freak would be me.my eye infection is back!like why?! why does it have to happen during recess week?!the one week that i can use to catch up on movies onlineokay that was a lie. i still watch movies online despite me having school.but the point is, NO INFECTION DURING RECESS WEEK.A the bao-glar (thats right, cos he steals bao) thinks i use my eye for all the wrong reasons thats why im

spoilt brat.

2007-09-25T10:07:00.000+08:00

people always say kids are so adorable and so innocent.those people should be shot dead.i was in church on sunday, after god knows how long. so vanessa and i were sitting behind this eurasian girl, probably around 5 yrs old. she was kinda huge for her age la. but i thought she was quite adorable, with her big eyes and super long eyelashes.BUT, that kid was such a spoilt brat. everytime she looked

women need a reason to have sex. men just need a place.

2007-09-24T12:50:00.001+08:00

recess week!been waiting for it to come eversince the start of school.but the school's a cheat. so many deadlines to meet when school reopens.how to have fun?!anyhoos, got me a new hobby - late night cruising!it all started last thursday when we (darren yr and me) decided to meet for supperdrive start: 20/9, 2340 hrsdrive end: 21/9, 0430 hrsyishun - queens - bedok - siglap - east coast road - the

the man i call dad.

2007-09-16T22:43:00.000+08:00

you can take the youth out of the man but you certainly can't take the boy out of the man.picture this -mum: hey this traffic light wasn't here a year ago!dad: cos you see.. many things can happen within 365 days and building a traffic light happens to fall under the many things. * gives fake, sympathetic lookvanessa: i want to drink bubble tea!dad: okay pass me one cup of tea, i help you blow

the new old me.

2007-08-24T00:46:00.000+08:00

okay, thats it.i'm ditching my whole poly emo phase and going back to my sec sch days!no more depression. no more act punk days.for now it will just be hyper hyper hyper! and oh yes, trigger happy! =))quite random la i know. i was just looking at my old friendster comments and think that maybe i was more fun in sec sch.My Testimonials - Then."My dear sister. The weakest among the three tans in

of module bidding, travelling time, timetable planning.

2007-08-05T14:21:00.000+08:00

timetable planning is a serious waste of brain cells.been spending the past hour trying to squeeze all my mods into a 4 day week.there's still a 5th module to take and i'm deciding between taking an unrestricted elective or a general.but the shitty part is the mods i like are either night classes or they fall on my free day! and those mods that don't fall on my free day clash with my exam

wake n bake!

2007-08-04T16:40:00.000+08:00

i think one month ago i would never have expected my life to be so damn jam packed with activities untill my body feels so damn bloody exhausted.ponn-ed o week like siao and it was worth the ponning cos there was..dinner with the peeps frm sheares hallbbq and sleepover at john's!module bidding =(cycling/wakeboarding/jetskiing/banana boating!but i was quite sad i had to sacrifice freshmen bash/

can we not always compare shit with fertilisers?

2007-07-26T01:59:00.000+08:00

just a quick recap:the past few weeks have been mad cheonging.what with, 2 camps back to back with only a weekend break in between.lots of OG outings.clubbing with an injured foot.FRIGHT NIGHT!and a whole load of bonding games, polar bear, i never, the traffic light game, either/or.AND there's tomorrow, the start of O-weeek.which is the whole rah rah nonsense all over again.networking/module

i'm not your bank.

2007-07-17T16:01:00.000+08:00

and thats what the mum said to me this morning when i told her i needed more money for camp and stuffthe weekend passed pretty fast with all my lovelies for companysaturday:yong hui's surprise 21st at pasir ris park - pictures below;sunday:tara day! accompanied girly to chanel so she could collect her mum's watch then we went over to vivo to find kok and thats when i realise i couldn't read maps

say cheese!

2007-07-17T15:53:00.000+08:00

4 girls + 1 tree + 1 camera = silly pictures

2007-07-17T15:41:00.000+08:00

2007-07-16T23:28:00.000+08:00

girls night out!

2007-07-13T11:30:00.000+08:00

last night saw me at bugis with the secondary school girls - em, gladys, kel and peng.and we went to this indonesian place for nasi ayam penyat, i think? very nice! has that esteller feel to it ahas then we went to this random dessert place which was somewhere along the whole stretch of steamboat places?let me just say that the sesame and peanut paste tasted like crap cos it was so bland and the

BE0425 - those who came out of the supposed 25.

2007-07-10T00:15:00.001+08:00

SPOT THE DIFFERENCE!

2007-07-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

2007-07-08T23:57:00.001+08:00

i'm seriously considering going for the nus union camp. was talking to amy the other day and she went for the FASS camp. apparently, its damn fun laa.think i should go since i'm so damn free. but going also means i have to be in rah-rah mode for 5 days. and i'm not even sure its still possible to sign up cos i just realised camp starts on the 14th. oh crap.

40 mistakes men make while having sex with women.

2007-07-08T23:35:00.000+08:00

1. NOT KISSING FIRSTAvoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay.2. BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EARAdmit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing

XX.

2007-07-08T20:34:00.000+08:00

i suppose the past 2 weeks was the most emotionally trying period for me. it was so bad i think i suffered a mild depression and it made it even worse because i didn't know who to turn to, or who i could tell because i thought i was such a freak and i was afraid the people around me will start judging me for the abnormality that i was.i remembered crying everytime i thought about it and wondering

as one chapter of our lives close, another soon begins.

2007-07-08T20:01:00.000+08:00

so friday was graduation day and i think i shall just let the pictures do the talking. (okay, so 4 pictures don't tell that much but i'll upload more when i get them from the rest)the turnout wasn't that great since not alot of people were willing to part with their twenty eight dollars and forty cents to rent the graduation suit. but we still made the best with the few that were there!a little

stefanie worrier tan.

2007-07-04T09:29:00.000+08:00

that should be my middle name.i've never felt so emotionally stressed in my entire life. i need to worry about this worry about that. so many bloody issues to think and worry about is really affecting my mental health. i hate waking up everyday with my mind filled with issues and my heart feels heavy as hell.=((i love my carefree days.

stickwitu.

2007-07-02T22:13:00.000+08:00

my blog posts can be so boring and meaningless.i don't even know why i bother to update when no one even cares.or why people even bother reading when i just type boring details about my life.

nobody ever made me felt this way.

2007-07-02T16:52:00.000+08:00

i'm really really broke.i haven't felt so poor for my past nineteen years.blame me for being too lazy to go down and collect my cheque.but despite my being broke, i still went out and spent more money anyway.. so much about financial deficit.anyways,i finally got to meet darling tara last wednesday after so so long. i think its been 2 months since the last time we met? aww. really missed her. and

and i hope that i will do no wrong.

2007-07-02T13:04:00.001+08:00

Time is gonna take my mindand carry it far away where I can flyThe depth of life will dim the temptation to live for youIf I were to be alone silence would rock my tears'cause it's all about love and I know betterHow life is a waving featherSo I put my arms around you around youAnd I know that I'll be living soonMy eyes are on you they're on youAnd you see that I can't stop shakingNo, I

we both know i'm not what you need.

2007-06-30T18:02:00.000+08:00

sucks to be home alone on a saturday.lonely moments call for crazy thoughts.i feel like:screaming;crying;shouting;pulling my hair out.i'm pissed/sad/angry/disappointed.then again, i'm not really thinking straight.i just feel pissed. at everything and anything.ROAR.

lazy bones.

2007-06-25T15:36:00.000+08:00

sorry for the lack of updates, i've just been really really lazy.so i'm just going to do this in point form, straits times format.PRIME:jobless since last thursdayalot of free time - so yes, i can do meet ups for the next few weeks.school starting in a month's time.HOME:father's day at sembawang country club.mother's birthday on superstar virgo.MONEY:no savings.no allowance.waiting for pay

my flesh is real food, my blood real drink.

2007-06-25T15:26:00.000+08:00

and that was the banner written in church which got my dad laughing.and being my dad, he had to give some silly comment.dad: read the banner, jesus is a vampire. better don't sin ah, or else jesus come and suck your blood.

2007-06-05T00:37:00.000+08:00

to you,the past three years have seen you going through many ups and downs and though i couldn't do much but just offer a listening ear, i hope you finally found what you're looking for.so yes, at times i feel neglected cos you're too busy making time for your other girls rather than me. but i'm happy cos you're happy. i don't ever want to see you go through that phase again - the drinking,

9 layers of orgasm/green coconut dick roll/kueh ko-balls.

2007-06-01T11:29:00.000+08:00

i hate windows vista. its stupid, i repeat STUPID.i spent like 30 mins trying to get from windows start up to my main page.from trying to type in my user name to being rejected cos my password is incorrect.which is fucking impossible cos i always use the same password.and now i can't play with my new toy and i might just need to reformat my computer without the windows vista cd. way to go,

hello new toy =))

2007-06-01T10:53:00.000+08:00

cos we are addicted to the pain.

2007-05-28T17:48:00.000+08:00

oh its 10 mins to 6 - knock off time!and i'm seriously thinking of leaving early since i'm the only one in the office. but knowing how unexpected my boss can be, he could just come back at 6 to do a spot check even though he left a half hour ago.argh. so tempting. but never mind! i shall spend my last ten mins blogging instead.so lets backtrack two weeks ago and all i can rmb is going to sentosa

my tragic love story.

2007-05-17T11:39:00.000+08:00

i thought my day was going to suck when the boss asked me to draft my own writ.1st, i don't really know what's a writ. i'm thinking its something the solicitors acting for the Plaintiff, sends to the court with an account of the case meaning who are the plaintiffs and the defendants, their statement of claim (what the plaintiff believed happened) and where exactly were the defendant(s) negligent

when it all falls apart.

2007-05-16T22:50:00.000+08:00

i hate answering the phone at work.i'm not sure if there's something wrong with the phone or if its just me but i can't seem to catch what the people on the line are saying.imagine this -me: roy and partners, how can i help you?stranger: may i speak to roy please?me: oh alright, may i know who's this calling?stranger: siberia.me: i'm sorry, sai-bay-ria?stranger: shah bay rea.* i have no idea how

and all i wish i could do now is not give a fucking damn.

2007-05-13T17:35:00.000+08:00

shiaat.work tomorrow =(okay, people have commented that my previous blogskin was gruesome/freaky/requires a strong heart to be able to read my posts. but i like it! did i mention i have a little fetish for black and blood?SO, to my avid readers, feast your eyes! ta da! sexy models for your gawking pleasure. see, i'm so nice.. thank me prease. ahahasdon't hate me cos i'm warped.

would you miss me when i'm gone?

2007-05-11T11:37:00.000+08:00

i FINALLY changed my blogskin.got so sick of the old one so i made myself two!its 1140 now and guess where i am?AT HOME.i was so caught up with changing my blogskin last night, i lost track of time and ended up sleeping at 3. woke up this morning with a nasty sorethroat and sore eye that i decided to skip work! 60 ka ching down the drain! =((

being short - the fashion disadvantages.

2007-05-10T09:52:00.000+08:00

you know how lately all female tops are getting longer and longer, so long that they can pass off as dresses?i hate it. and it makes it even worse when you're short cos the supposed long top becomes even longer than usual and it really seems as if you're wearing a dress but the thing is you're not.there are many times when i get so tempted to just buy a super long top and pass it off as a dress

6 weird things about me.

2007-05-09T17:29:00.000+08:00

with the recent fad to list 6 weird things about yourself, i've decided to put my slacking time to good use and crack my brains to think of them. so lets see,1. when i go to foreign places meaning places i hardly go to, i don't like to touch anything there. i don't like to open the door with my hands or go to the toilet or touch the railings on the staircase. and why not? okay, brace yourselves

work is so much fun when the boss is not around.

2007-05-03T14:16:00.000+08:00

its 215 now and im finishing work in 30 minutes!yaaaaay!the colleague says i can leave early since i look so bored and i finish all my work already.AND, i can come in after 11 tomorrow!yes ahhh. more sleep time!meeting the best friend later for some retail therapy. lets see, i need more clothes, more clothes and more clothes! oh shoes and make up. damnnn.and the mum is bringing me to the

pillow fights and tickling fits.

2007-05-02T10:34:00.000+08:00

wednesday already! weee.and i was 25 minutes late for work. double wee.was suppose to open three new files but all i've been doing since i came in for work this morning was to chat online, surf the net and to blog.oh yes, lets talk about monday.peng was feeling all emo and blue so i met her after work and i drove her to sembawang park to have sex chit chat hahasthen after picking jia up and

m-ly

2007-05-02T10:21:00.000+08:00

click picture!the girlfriend otherwise known as emily, has found her latest hobby - handmaking accessories. so do drop by her online shop and help sustain her little hobby by buying her precious creations hahaasand oh yes, if you notice, emily has named one of her earrings under yours truly, stefanie! please do buy that pair of earrings cos its so black and chic, its so me. ahahas

its not what you do, its who you are.

2007-05-02T09:41:00.000+08:00

the way you flirt doesn't turn me on, not a single bit.the way you talk is a turn off too. you think you sound so hot with the things you say but i shudder in cold disgust when i hear you speak.if you think your lame jokes amuse me, i am not.and i am certainly not entertained by your humour, or lack of it.maybe its not your fault i feel this way.maybe its because i don't give a shit about you, at

monday blues.

2007-04-30T10:44:00.001+08:00

i hate work.i hate answering phone calls.i hate doing letter of demands.i hate doing writ of summons.BUT, i love my pay cheque <3come to think of it, i've never really liked working before. well except for tangs.. and maybe that was because i was playing and slacking most of the time rather than working ahahs.and facing the computer all day from 9 till 6, doing adminstrative work is just a waste

retail therapy.

2007-04-29T00:48:00.000+08:00

ah once you start, you can't stop.i went shopping happy and bought afred perry bag;black skinnies;heels. - in less than 30 mins.ooh. the love. and all sponsored by the mum herself.yayness.and my pay cheque on monday!=)))

2007-04-23T19:36:00.000+08:00

i'm like that lil girl who yearns for that candy to be mine.and she never got it.

drawing the line.

2007-04-22T18:09:00.000+08:00

the question is how, where, when?seems like everytime i go clubbing,i keep outdoing myself with the nonsense i try.and sometimes, i think it gets so out of hand..i get scared.i need to learn how to behave.

crazy nights call for crazy moments.

2007-04-21T13:29:00.000+08:00

friday was uber fun!met kok's friends for supper after his work.so there was bernard, james, ryan, charlie, kok and me.took a bus down to makansutra where the boys ordered a shit load of food and i got stopped by some cleo reporter about my dressing choice and the boys were laughing when i told her to take my picture from my right side cos i think i look better from that angleand then came the

my life is a damn cliche.

2007-04-16T14:43:00.000+08:00

i feel as if i have a long hangover which i can't seem to get rid of. everything has been a whirl of events, everything feels like a big headache, everything feels like a mess and everything doesn't mean anything anymore.when your heart aches and you feel like with every second that passes, it kills you bit by bit, you sit there and ask yourself, what in the world would make you feel this way?

cars, reservoirs and dirty banglas.

2007-03-28T00:00:00.001+08:00

you're such a gem.what'd i do without you?=)XOXO

o m e

2007-03-25T20:57:00.000+08:00

what are you thinking?there's only so much i can take before i walk out the door.so let me go if you can't catch me when i fall.

too close for comfort.

2007-03-24T14:41:00.000+08:00

i've been bumming and lazing at home for the past week except on thursday when i met kok for lunch then went over to his place to watch ghost game with darren.after the show, we met andrew with the boys at sun plaza macs to rot and chat. after that, the boys dropped me home and they went for their soccer.but being boys, they never get tired and we went out again at eleven plus for supper only

trust.

2007-03-18T22:43:00.000+08:00

its something you earn, but once its lost, i doubt there's a chance to earn it back.when i tell you something, i expect you to keep it and leave it as it is.and not breach that trust by going around and gossiping to people about what i've told you and then put me in a bad light.i trusted you.and you broke that trust.don't expect me to share anything with you again.i'm utterly disappointed.